From time to time I think about you
But I probably don’t cross your mind
From time to time I dream about you
But you don’t for me, and that’s fine
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There's a person in my life...
Who sometimes I dont want there
They bring out the worst in me
They make me start to not care
They are a friendly face
From time to time
But then you turn around
To see a lie
At times I feel jealous
For reasons unknown
Memories come back
Even though happened long ago
I cannot help but despise you
I know others feel the same
Does this make me a bad person?
Or just not part of your game?
I cant say I'm better
Because I know the truth
I dont lie to myself and say I'm perfect
Unlike you
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I don't need any explainations
for any of my actions
they speak for themselves
But let me ask you..
What about yours?
I don't see any common reasoning
I just cannot relate
Why and why you must hate
When I've done nothing to you
And if I have, why don't you just tell me..?
Because..
You just frustrate me
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| Your Life Path Number is 6 | 
Your purpose in life is to help others
You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you.
It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them.
You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver.
In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner.
You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first.
Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love.
And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own. |
Today I feel:
What form of self-mutilation are you?
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You are HEAD-BANGING.
Synopsis: This behavior most likely appears at
times of extreme frustration. It may involve
you banging your head on the corner of a desk,
or on something hand-held (like a book, for
example). You are nave and very sensitive to
the comments of others, and things happening
around you.
Positive trait: Sensitive
Negative trait: Overly-trusting
Color: Lavender
Emotion: Loneliness
Animal: Mouse
Quote: My power over you grows stronger yet.
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already thought about it
dont want to talk about it
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People fucking piss me off
Call me a liar, which I am not
Tell me I do things, which I do not
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If I am only here to bother
To make others weep
Then what’s the point of my existence?
When now I cannot sleep
Why would you want someone around
That makes everyone around feel down
You wouldn’t..
People cant know me no matter how hard they try
Cant make assumptions about me and expect to get by
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| Your Personality Is |
Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! |
My horoscope:
Things are liable to break today. The handle of your hot chocolate may snap off, or your alarm clock may stop working. It's all water under the bridge. The replacement object will be even better than the old one, and you'll be thrilled.
Oh great :(... but at least after the bad I have something to maybe look forward to...
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oh the days i get sick of life..
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break through a barrier
see whats not there
look for something real
but seek something bare
then you take a step back
remember what you had
and that was so much better
and you miss that
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why cant people see
that im not on anyones side
you're tearing me apart
by telling me im against you
when im not
i dont think you're right
that much is true
and i dont think you're wrong
which doesnt make you true
same to him as well
not on either of your sides
but you dont think i can form my own opinion
so i have to be against you
what the fuck
whatever and fuck you too
i hate my fucking family life...
there is only one good thing i have in life
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Nice to get things off my chest
So you can understand just a bit
:-D
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| 2005-06-29 15:57 |
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| incubus- just a phase |
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tomorrow im going to a nursing home with Anitha to volunteer, even though we dont need to for meap money anymore (oh yeah that's right pass the message around..) cause after we went and seen the lady about volunteering we crossed the street to troy high and ask the consuler if she had any ideas of other volunteering opertunities... and she was like 'no'. I was like umm wow that was rude. But then she was like 'wait' (as we were leaving) 'did you want those for the meap money thing' i said 'yeah' she was like 'oh well it turns out that the people who set that law didnt have the power to do that, i got an email like 2 days ago, so you dont need community service hours for the merit meap money anymore' so yeah... you dont need to volunteer no more unless you want 2. So Anitha and I are still gonna go to the nursing home tomorrow. Plus the lady said if we came tomorrow they were working out & arts and crafts, and oh boy does that sound fun :-P! Well I guess I'll find out tomorrow...
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Er.. I'm updating for Amber.. This would be Gerone, I got nothing to say, but she told me to. Now here she is.. HELLO LOVELY PEOPLE! How are you guys? I'm just sitting here chilling with Gerone :-D! YEP YEP! what else do i got to tell ya, that i dont know so im basically done! BYE!
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something someone just said hit me and i thought i'd share
it seems to have even changed my whole outlook on life
"your thoughts and feelings aren't your problems, its who you are and your entitled to them"
i dont know if it struck you as much as it struck me, but it did
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